Little grey box.

I am still hooked to GWS (it's greenweddingshoes, btw. it's time I give them credit)
I read it daily like it's the newspaper or something.
One part that I've always paid special attention to is the last grey box where the couples from the featured real weddings give their final advice or words to the readers,
& probably 99% of them would say to enjoy the day, don't sweat the details, things will go wrong but you'll realize it's ok.
I'm not saying that before the wedding I just couldn't imagine what they were talking about,
But now that I'm on this side of the ceremony,
I totally get it.
The part where they say 'what's most important is that you're married to your love',
SO true.
Though if I were to have my own little grey box,
I would say to not be afraid to pose to pictures.
& make sure you love the background!
If you're not too wild with having random people in your background,
shoot some more pictures just the 2 of you.
Replay the moment, get him to kiss your forehead again, whatever, it's your day.
& seriously, the only thing that matters IS the fact that you're married.
(& my husband is walking through the door now yays!)

Senarai mintak-mintak.

Bila tanya hati apa wishlist menjelang suku abad ni,

makin matang jawapan dia.

Benda yang paling utama dia mintak aku segan nak tulis kat sini.

Biar suami & Tuhan je tahu.

Horhor.

Yang seterusnya,

Aku nak start kerja cepat-cepat.

Tabiat sekarang dok tengok cerita Toddlers & Tiaras kat YouTube,

Aku takut makin rendah IQ aku makin hari.

Lagi, aku nak katil baru,

Yang tak senget, tak susah nak pasang cadar, & lagi banyak space untuk aku sumbat barang bawah katil haha.

Haritu macam teringin nak wallet baru,

Tapi since papa kedana duit pun takde nak masuk dalam wallet dah,

Keinginan tu dah terkubur.

Sebenarnya kan, paling senang aku nak duit banyak-banyak.

Bukan sebab apa sangat,

Aku rasa tak tenang selagi aku tak ganti shirt Ikhwan yang aku dah rosakkan dalam washing machine semalam.

Peace.

Distant memories.

I just realized I completely, cold-blooded-ly forgot about the 3rd anniversary of BNO Singapore.
Of seeing Muse live for the first (& probably even the last) time.
Oh & Rise Against too.
My first trip out of the country,
What more on my own, with just 3 other younger friends.
Hehh.
It has come to this, hasn't it?
Muse, you're so last season :P

Road to recovery.

Understand that life is...
Beautiful.
How it unfurls,
The journey it takes you on.
Beautiful.
I'm on to road to recovery.
Thank you for saving me, Mohd Ikhwan Arif.
& no, I don't hold it against you for being an I & an A.
Because that's the only way fate'll have it.