Perlu rasa beruntung ada seorang tunang untuk dirindu.
Perlu bask in this feeling selagi Tuhan bagi masa.
Walaupun perasaan-perasaan ni datang cuma sebulan sekali,
Perlu bersyukur ia masih ada,
Ia masih bernyawa.
"Jangan kau ragu aku masih di sini
. . .
Jangan kau ragu aku masih bisa lagi"
"But what about the many days that she would have to live with the fear of imminent death?
Dr Igor pondered the arguments long and hard and decided that it didn't really matter. She would consider each day a miracle, which indeed it is, when you consider the number of unexpected things that could happen in each second of
our fragile existences."
Veronika Decides to Die, Paulo Coelho.
I say some pretty insane things sometimes,
& their consequences can be rather costly.
Such as lying wide awake past bedtime,
Losing count of the number of times i refresh our thread on facebook messenger.
It's easier to tell yourself to just go to sleep for another 3 weeks,
Than actually doing it.
Especially when you're wide awake.
I honestly don't know what I'm looking for,
But i know it's usually the first night that is the toughest.
I suppose it's safe to say the countdown begins.
